kyaaaaaaaaa.......The trurh is..I don't know what i feel!!huh...it's all been mixing...yeah...it was a nice night!!but there is alot of feelings,hmm....maybe no one knows what i fell in that day!!since morning,i can't sleep...cause i need to prepare about averything,the cooks...my friend.cause not all of my friend can come,a little bit hurt,but i know...maybe they have another things to do,or maybe they are sick!!yah..doijobu..lah!!!!what can i do..???

so..i was makes everything go by their own!!and my home friend was come also.so....i was went to my mom's home whit them!!since the morning i fell a bad thing..wah...i don't want to talk about that!!!so....no one knows about my mom's home!!kyaaa....so i must pick them up in the right place and in the right time!!i have done my great schedule for that!!

but..what can i do when everything was going mase up!!shit...shit...shit....daaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmnnnnn!!!haaaaaaaaaaaa....i was upset about that!!and then everything is...low!!huh...i was fell so tired and i need hyde around me!!but why every body still makes me mad!!maybe no one knows about this!!!but did U know..I was cry..in my bath room!!its so suck.....!!i don't wanna felling this situation anymore!!

beside that..there is my first X-boy friend(somebody who close to me when i was in yunior high school).he was nice guy,and now he has a new girl friend.It doesn't matter to me!!i'm fine about that!!And then..there is also my second X-boyfriend.He was nice to!!but he always ask me to come back!!but i can't...because...if there is no felling anymore,what should i do..???i just speach less..kyaaaaa....god..please help me!!I was still care about this person,but i can't take him back to my live anymore!!it was..so..hard to do!!not because i was loving another guy!!but I just..bored with man!!I don't wanna think about man..man..man....!!because now....I wont make relationship with some one!!I just wanna be free...fly like a bird...I don't want to have someone that always..be in my side!!maybe it is so..Ironic!!but..this is me now!!I don't when i will trust a men like before!!Because..to forgiving somebody,maybe it is hard..but to forgetting it will be so..so..hard to do!!!

and last...I just want to say thank u to everybody that can come to my party!!and for who didn't come,yeah....it's OK!!maybe we can have fun togethet in another time!!

kyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaa....tanjoubi.......omedetto..    ...........0-chan..........

hmm...mentang2 bentar lagi mo selesai d1 nya!!masa' gw d suruh bikin tugas akhir or nama kerennya skripsi!!males gak sih......huh..udah gt,pilihan subjek TA nya cuma 3 lagi!!

1.System Administration

2.Network Administration

3.PHP

wa..ha..ha...gak mudeng lagih!!bingung...berarti..gw harus rajin2 buka situs tentang komputer nih!!wa..ha..ha..kaya'nya ini pertama kalinya gw buka situs tentang komputer..apalagi yang berhubungan dengan linux!!

pokoknya ganbatte ne....harus begitu!!kalo nggak ntar pembelajaran gw yg selama 1 tahun ini gak ada manfaatnya!!we..he..he...malahan musti ada sidang segala lagih!!yah..inilah tanggung jawab gw!!!ceileeeee.....so' tua ah..!!!!

wa..ha..ha..ha...hari ini di depok city..rada2 mendung nih!!!tapi tetep aja maceeet!!gw rasa sih kebanyakan mbl angkotnya daripada penumpangnya!!dah jd kaya' Jakarta deh!!penuh dengan kemacetan!!weh....hari minggu besok di rumah gw ada acara lagi!!gak bisa bebas deh,tapi enak sih,karena banyak makanan!!hi..hi...asyik...asyik!!!